To say that I am proud of myself would be an understatement. I came to college a size two, and gained over 60lbs within two years. The girl I was in those two photos was depressed and hated herself more then anything in the world. I was dependant on my significant other, and figured no one but him would ever love or be attracted to me ever again. I was incredibly sad and wouldn’t leave my room 95% of the time because I was too embarrassed by my weight to go anywhere. It took a really tough break up for me to wake up. I refused to be the girl I was for two years and I refused to waste my life away hating myself anymore. I started eating better, poling more, and going the gym five days a week. I started to love myself and know how that I don’t need to be with someone to prove anything. I have never been happier with my body or stronger mentally or physically in my life. In highschool I saw myself as the biggest thing on the planet. I didnt appreciate the body I was given so I was given a wake up call. What you think is what you become. I was unhealthy, and not the size I was meant to be. I am not posting this saying me having the curves I had were ugly, I was always beautiful, but those curves I had were unhealthy, for what i was then was not a healthy weight for MY body. Love yourselves please, I’ve wasted my entire life hating me. You all are so beautiful. Girl, boy or anything in between. And if your goal is to become healthy and change your lifestyle and maybe lose weight on the way, I am here to tell you it is so so worth it, YOU are so so worth it, and don’t you dare give up. But do not look at yourself and say that you are not fantastically beautiful on your journey there.
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