Sometimes I really hate that girl on the left. Sometimes I wish she never existed. But sometimes I really hate the girl on the right too. For not realizing the potential I had. For letting myself get that bad. For thinking that there was no point in trying to make my life better because, at the time, I thought I was too far gone. Sometimes I’m sad that I missed out on so much because of my size. Sometimes I wonder what my life could’ve been like if I did something about my health sooner. Where would I be right now? Who would my friends be? What would my relationships be like? Sometimes the reality that I lived my adult life morbidly obese eats me alive… But that’s just sometimes….Most of the time, the girl on the right is proud of the girl on the left. She didn’t let her obesity define her. She didn’t let it limit her. She cared enough about herself to do WHATEVER it took to get her life back…. Sometimes, I really want to forget what damage I did to my beautiful body. But most of the time, I’m grateful for it because it made me who I am now. Even at a healthy weight, I truly believe that I will ALWAYS be battling obesity, but I will never give up. I refuse to quit fighting. I fight for the girl I am now, but especially for the girl I use to be…. #wls #wlscommunity #wlsstrong #wlsinstacrew #wlssupport #weight #weightloss #weightlossjourney #rny #gastricbypass #beforeandafter #beforeandafterweightloss #beforeandduring #fitness #healthy #happy
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