Sunday, October 23, 2016

timetodeflate: Once again, bmi is such shit. Having a mentally...



timetodeflate:

Once again, bmi is such shit.
Having a mentally rough morning. Headache came back, so hurting and tired. And while I never get down at the scale not moving, nor do I get frustrated at lack of weight loss, I do get annoyed as I could possibly be when I look at my bmi.
I’m 193.8lbs. Exactly 150lbs down from my high weight. I wear size 10/12 pants, M-L shirts. And according to bmi, I am obese.
To be fair, I’m like 10lbs away from being in the overweight category. It isn’t a far off goal. But to be considered normal? I still have to drop over 30lbs. This leads to a very messed up head space where I am totally conflicted.
I still feel fat when I look down at my body. I still see 343lbs Kayla. In the mirror, I see my ribs and my spine and I feel my hip bones. I realize I have lost a whole person in weight. I feel small for a moment. And then I remember by medical standards - I’m obese.

It really plays with your head 😩

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