It’ll be two years since my “start over” date in a week or so. Two years since I quit a job I hated, moved back to my home area, gave up binge drinking and drug use, stopped putting myself down, and started taking care of myself again. I lost so much more than just weight and gained even more.
Now I’m starting over again, moving back in with my parents after killing off a toxic 6-year relationship. There’s a big part of me that feels like relapsing into my eating disorder and old drinking habits would be a good idea, but the memories of how numb and awful that existence was are still fresh and I’m never going there again.
There’s a lot of healing to be done, but I’m up for the challenge.
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