Everyday I question my progress. “How far have I really come?” I get frustrated when I don’t see change as fast as I would like it. I get critical and I get discouraged. Then I swipe past one of my older pics and I get to celebrate how far I’ve come.
I was pretty happy the day I took the pic on the left. I was with friends and we were performing around Louisiana and it was good. I felt cute in my shirt. When I saw the pics, I was surprised. I didn’t feel at all as big as I looked. There is nothing wrong with the size I was, it just didn’t match how I felt inside.
Being a plus sized woman is a gift and a curse. There is something wonderfully sensual about a woman with a little more to love. I’ve always been a fan of my thick thighs and large breasts. After I had a baby for my friends, I developed hips and I was excited! I have very little shame for my previous weight. If anything, I was upset b/c so often I would be feelin’ myself and look over at the mirror and not see the woman I felt like.
My fitness journey is about developing my strengths, building up my weaknesses, custom designing my shape and helping the mirror match the inside. It’s about accessing that energy and vigor and being able to travel to places I’ve never been. Do things I’ve never done. It’s about bringing quality to my life and giving myself the best possible experience.
All this me, me, me talk but I know I’m not the only one who feels like this. There’s a whole load of us #thick women who know that we aren’t about getting #skinny . We’re trying to get #fit . We like who we are and there is nothing wrong with wanting to improve on our property! #PrimeRealEstate
S/o to all the #thickfit ladies!
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