You know, I fluctuate about 5-8 lbs pounds every 2-3 weeks, I feel like shit about it because I know exactly what I’m doing to make that happen, but I’ve learned that this journey is a journey that tests your limits hits you hard and makes you understand yourself, how far can you go, how far WILL you go? It’s all you, you control the outcome. I could sit here and blame why I haven’t gotten in tip top shape on everything around me but guess what, I am the one choosing to let my environment impact my results, my choices haven’t been those of a beast, though I can tell you I am a walking goddess and taking the time to love myself, hug it out remove my anger towards my body, it had been working so hard the past year. I’ll go at it one week fall off for 5 days get back on kill it again, fall off, thinking about why I fall off it is always because I start letting my social self get in the way, my lazy takes over I drain my body too much and then expect more, when I don’t hit that more point I overwhelm myself and instead of thanking my body and giving it a healthy break, I binge. It’s time to take my mind back and destroy my vicious cycle. I am my own divine being. I control how far I go. I am an infinite source of energy. Hi world, I’m here to compete in figure.
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