Seven month difference between these two pictures. So proud of everything I’ve achieved this past year- dropped just under five and a half stones, and with tha gained the beginnings of self acceptance and love. The person on the left had was shy, anxious, obsessive and lived in constant fear of ridicule about her appearance. It stopped me from doing so many things from ordering a coffee in a shop if I was alone, to having a panic attack about the thought of speaking to a stranger. This picture was taken a few weeks after I lost my grandma and had broken up with my ex for being unsupportive and selfish during that time. That was the turning point in my life when I finally realised I deserved better and nobody else could get me better but me.
The girl on the right is somebody I never thought I could be. With a gradual buildup of intense exercise two times a week combined with light throughout the week and clean eating I have managed to be the person I have always wanted to be. Not worrying constantly if I have a fat roll here or if my jeans will burst naturally gives me more confidence than I could ever have imagined. I’m so proud of myself and so damn motivated to continue this journey of self love. I’ve become a whole new person and feel so happy and able to live my life in a much more positive way.
I don’t normally post such intimate details but I just wanted to put this out there because I’m so damn proud of myself. If anybody is going through anything similar please feel free to drop me a message always happy to chat. If you’ve made it this far reading about some girl you don’t know then I guess thanks for taking the time😊
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