This is my first shot at posting on this forum. I hope I get better at it as time goes on! I’m sitting here in my office at work, and a friend is texting me about how I should be so proud of all my hard work, and just be a soldier and face my excess skin removal surgery alone. Of course, he’s right. I should be proud. But, when I look in the mirror at the gym, I see a beautiful Frankenstein. I’ve now lost 225 pounds, but all I see when I look into the mirror is a person who still feels pieced together, and not totally whole. I am strong, yet incredibly weak. Brave, yet very afraid. Some days I don’t want to fight so hard for my new body or my new self. But, I’m trying. I really am. Just need to keep finding the strength to move forward and trade in my current scars for new ones.
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