So it’s been a month since I started Bootcamp and I wanted to do a non official comparison from some point last year to now. I looked through all my photos on Facebook and Instagram and could not find one photo of me in a bikini (except a semi one from a few weeks ago). It made me really think about how much I have actually hated my body for the past two years, probably longer. I only found this photo to the left on Facebook as it was in a private folder for my friend to see from our trip to Bali one year.
This makes me feel so good about myself, I not only look better than what I did but I am happier, oh so much happier. I’m not only getting rid of excess baggage on me but I’ve been getting rid of it from my life as well. I’m more confident, I’m wearing clothes I would never even considering wearing in public like a year ago, I’m doing things I’ve only ever imagined doing, like booking a last minute trip to Europe and losing weight, and I’m welcoming new people in my life. I’m letting myself have fun every weekend, unlike I use to, I use to be at home by myself on the weekends by like 9, I’m actually going out and creating new memories and meeting so many people.
I know I’m not only feeling the excess fat going away, I am feeling so much fitter and healthier! I don’t run out of puff after a busy waitressing shift at work, or walking up the stairs, or having to jog a bit through the rain, I feel like everyday activities are getting easier and it makes me feel so happy about it! I’m still honestly not 100% happy with what I see but I’m starting to get there and I’m happy with my results! And just cause I’m not 100% happy with what I see now, doesn’t mean I still don’t love my body 100%, I just know I can do better and be a better version of me!
I do not give a fuck any more what people, think or say, I’m so carefree! No boyfriend, not anywhere near as many bills, no study commitments, just the responsibility of me and I effing love it!
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