This #transformation is a little different. The photo on the left is me before I gave a shit about my health and well being. I thought my sports compensated for my binging and terribly unhealthy tendencies. I was so so wrong. In addition to this, I was living in a constant state of hating myself and it was exhausting. After high school, I no longer had my sports to keep me “active.” I decided then and there and I hated myself enough to seriously do something. I became a cardio bunny and began obsessively monitoring what I put in my mouth and weighing myself, obsessively exercising for hours. I went from one unhealthy extreme to the other. Did I look good? Hell yea. Was I good? Hell no. I had sculpted the body in the middle picture on the foundation of self-hatred. It was still exhausting. It was unmaintainable for me and I broke. The exhaustion was too much. And that brings me to the picture on the right. A version of me that I built from love– a place of positivity and making myself better. Better because I’ve recognized that I’m already perfect as I am. We all are. Am I softer? Sure. But I am a work in #progress. I am SO much happier and healthier and can lift way more now 😈 I’ll get to my goal eventually, but the right way.
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