Day 365 of 365.
It has been exactly one year since something clicked in my head and I decided I wanted to be healthier and apparently decided 2014 was a good year for it… And somehow it fucking worked.
I never stick to these things. I’m lazy. I don’t have commitment. I like shit food. And I don’t care enough about what other people think to change that and I never have.
Except somehow I did. ‘Cause I knew I was doing it for me.
And do you know what, I am actually really proud of myself, for doing this and doing it by myself and sticking to it.
I can now run for 30+ minutes with ease and do so at least once a week. I feel stronger and can see and feel muscles where before there was nothing. I’m more confident to skip around on a night out in a little dress with my legs out without being a mess and can quite happily dance the whole night away without having to go outside all the time to cool down. I can run around the playground at break time being the ‘tickle monster’ with the children in my class at school and not exhaust myself. I can quite easily pick yummy and healthy things to eat everyday and still scoff a piece of chocolate cake every now and then without feeling guilty. And I can finally see a decent difference. And I am happy with that. I love looking at myself in the mirror. I’m fucking beautiful.
I’m still not finished bettering myself, but I am happy with where I am now. I really am. Particularly when I compare myself to where I have come from.That first picture is a literal year apart. Last year on New Years Eve and this year on Christmas Eve… And yes I did wear the same dress and go on the same walk purely for the sake of the photo. STFU.
It’s been a good year. In many ways. But this is the one I can brag about the most. 4 and a half stone down and counting.
2015… come at me.
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