8 month difference: over those 8 months I had up and downs. I struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts. I don’t know what happened and I don’t know how I managed not to kill myself. But I’m glad I didn’t.
Most important: this time I’m learning to love my body for real. And to love myself too. Then again, with ups and downs, but now I don’t let that defeat me.
Still constructing my happiness and dealing with life. I don’t know. I might die tomorrow, or at 21, or at 59. So far, despite all, I feel grateful.
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