So, quick post, but I just want to say I’m proud of my self. I’ve been large my entire life. My freshman year of high school was awful. I tipped the scales at over 310 pounds and it’s so embarrassing to even say that. You can see how uncomfortable I was with my body. I hated who I was and cried for hours daily. I was tired all the time, I hated who I saw in the mirror, I felt like a burden and a failure to my parents for letting myself get like this. The summer before my sophomore year, I went to an amusement park called Holiday World. There was no line for this roller coaster called The Raven. So my dad and I went up there and he was so excited because we didn’t ride rides at all that day, just hung out in the water park. He jumped up into the seat, say down, and pulled his lap bar down. I tried doing the same, and it wouldn’t budge. I didn’t fucking fit. And I cried so hard and dad just looks down and he says “come on, it’s fine, it’s late anyways. These people really should make their coasters differently.” And I just saw the disappointment in his eyes and it broke me. I decided to change. That was my moment. I joined the swim team, I did workouts and I watched what I ate. I kind of fell off the wagon but I’m proud to say I’m back on it. I’m going to lose the weight. I’m tired of being embarrassed by my size. Already, I’ve come so far. Look at the difference, I wasn’t happy before. I am genuinely happy now.
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